Controlled Chaos Part 4

i do not like school. its the main reason everything is chaotic. i see the people that i dont want to see. i have assignments and issues that cause me to freak out.and when i get home i have homework that takes up all my free time that i need to figure things out that happened earlier. its like they make you go to school so there is always confusion. its soo annoying.

OMG today for the first time since a week before school started, the guy that started all my problems spoke to me. one little word... "HEY" i couldnt even say it back. he cought my eyes and we just looked at each other and it said a million words. we desperatly need to talk now. i think we will be able to. i hate the make up after getting plaed. but atleast there is this time. most of the time its just a cliffhanger... but i still love and care about him so it needs to be solved. more controlling of the chaos.