controlling chaos part 7

oh my goodness! i havent written in forever!! the chaos has risen to an all new high. i am now a senior in high school so thats enough stress as there is. i am now employed and making money :) i quit alot of the old hobbies i had and i am starting over new. it feels good. i think that the fear of the unknown is the only true chaos in life. but i can conqure anything. i am now talking and spending alot of time with this new guy,,, he keeps me grounded and he is everything i need. i really like him. things might work out. but thats one more thing on my plate that this kid does not need. yet i do, there has to be balance. and he is that and everything else for me. for now and a bit into the future i will be preventing chaos. sounds nice .