controlled chaos part 6

goodness gracious!! don't cha just love mondays! haha back to school and work and practice. but after thee weekend its good to get back into the routien of life. lets talk about the best weekend ever starting with last friday:)

last friday in my 3rd period statistics class iu get a letter from the NHS (National Honors Society) administratoin saying my application has been approved and i am now appart of nhs. congrats etc. then when i get home my granny is in town for the weekend and i havnt seen her since my birthday. i love my granny. sturday i spent all day with her. sunday the schools marching band went to state finals were we recieved a surperior rateing and i was soooo happy. all that i have worked for has finally paid off. the best weekend ever. so now back into the week and to the swing of things it feels good but i would like a nap now. napping i completly controlled and chaos free. i think i like my life more when there is less chaos. buut chaos keeps you on your toes. but im tired lol.

Controlled Chaos Part 6

well. rain sucks balls. thats all its done here all week. it better not rain friday though or i might just cry. sitting in class and the teacher said" well since i have a headache lets not do anything today" i like this teacher. so just sitting her chatting to my friend hannah. almost time to go home and g et ready for practice :( in the rain.... maybe they will let us go inside for once.. doubt it. no chaos, but everything for once is under controll :)

Controlled Chaos Part 5

homecoming was well..... interesting. thats the best way to put it. i went to dinner with my date,nathan, and my best friend samantha :) im sooo glad she came. without her it would of been a worse evening. after dinner we drove around then headed to the dance. ha when we slow danced one song he tried to sing to me. i got soo weak and couldnt wait for the dance to be over! at the begging of the night we were dates but by the end we were just friends. something deffinatly changed. after the dance he took me home and i didnt talk to him until the next week. let alone, no one tells me of everything going on with him and im completly left out. lauren comes up to me momday after 6th periodd and says " have you seen nathan?" im like "no,, why?" she was then entitled to tell me the story of what has happened. apparently he got a huge heart break after that dance and sunday. he was really deppressed and was considering suicide???? WHAT THE HELL??? so what i get from that is somewhat selfish but, i guess my night with him didnt mean anything. after twirking and stuff and holding hands.. goodness. i give up. so now were just friends and everytime i look at the hundreds of pictures we took. lord help me. imma loose it. that rite there is some major chaos that is in the process of being controlled :)